Maybe I'm turning into my mom or something, but I really like working out. I can feel my muscles tensing and my heart racing and It's....invigorating. I think I'm gonna run more marathons and just get in shape. One of my New Years resolutions is to regain some of my childhood energy back. Like, it must have left during puberty and I miss it :-(

I can never seem to finish anything I start (which includes homework :-O) But I have about 5 unfinished journals laying around and I feel bad because all their potential is being wasted. And, i guess friendships never really "begin" or "end" like a book. It more evolves, like space. Getting bigger and filled to the brim with stars and bright, flashy colors. Beautiful to look at, even more beautiful to be a part of.

~ Off topic, but is it weird if a song never gets old? I mean, turns 80 and refuses to retire to some rocking chair or something. Cause I've listened to "Be my Escape" By Relient K nearly 100 times and it's still feels like the first time every time I hear it. Or maybe "I'm just a Kid" by Simple plan. All those oldies, but goodies. Goodies I wanna stuff inside my goodie bag fur sure.

"Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you, even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me"

~Drops of Jupiter By Train.

Today, I danced so hard I tore a whole in my socks.

Sex, sex and more sex! What is it about that 3 letter word that drives everyone to the brink?! Sure it's probably great, but there a hell of a lot more things that are, most likely, better. Go and read a fucking book or something. Gain brain cells god! Teenagers choose the craziest things as cultural icons. Drugs, sex, partying, ill-literacy! Sorry for complaining. It's just that, these things drive me off the walls. Well, I can handle the drugs and partying, but the ill-literacy and sex don't go well together with me. Not at all. But who the fuck cares what I think? I'm just an angsty kid with a short attention span.

I always tend to see you as someone else entirely when if fact, your exactly the person everyone says you are.

I keep feel like I'm wasting my life away in front of my computer screen. If I have any free time at all, it's with my eyes glued to clicks and flashing advertisements. That, and my phone. Oh gosh. The teenager and their phone (Look for it, the next Disney Channel Original Movie) It feels awkward texting like, right when I get up int he morning. My brain is just starting to function along with my limbs, so I try to avoid that the best I can. With everything, I hide behind texting because it's easier to say how you feel within the pain of your fingers. Short and simple. Maybe that's why I like blogging so much. But yet again, I do tend to like the pain.