I just had this moment where it's like "Oh? We used to be good friends, then you pushed me away because you were having boy problems and never text or call back." And now my energy is being drained because I'm worrying about losing a friend I don't think I ever had in the first place. My "I told you so" mom in me is nagging and there's no way to make her shut up (unless I shove a oatmeal cookie in her face.) Surreal is a word I can see right now. Everything up to this point has been seen through rose-colored aviator shades and now it's raining....so...no sunglasses allowed. I just need money and for people to stop judging every stupid thing that comes outta my mouth.