When I see you

It's not time to start playing the blame game, especially toward a city with no control over it's personalities within. You look in many mirrors with many different looks, but eventually...everything begins to look the same. Men can't be the only thing in the world, cause then everything else..cuddling...kissing...holding hands...laughing...gets put to the side and thrown away like leftovers. Leftovers are the overlooked food in the entire world. These self-destructive things, hook-ups and smoking, can't fill any void you think your missing. Cause everything can be filled by the right person, or right song, or even the right flavor jelly bean. You have to let go of all those things you think you need because it's what you see on tv and everyone is so fucking happy and smiling. Behind the florescence and scripted pages, there's people. And it's a parallel universe some people get sucked in and never find the light. H, you are charming, spontaneous, delicious, and sometimes you smell like coffee. If no one can see that, then obviously they are too much of a "scene kid" to notice anything outside themselves. Can't you fall in love with your friend? Does it have to be the love of a man? Friend love is far more powerful and magical.